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The acoustic of aroma of her femininity was too loud,
thus making me a man of capable of not hearing.
Some dogmas of life acted as hearing aid but the shadow of light – my
eyes – demolished those lines of belief.
Her countenance flourished in the day light to make my eye lids act
against the gravity. I learnt that the
aroma could conduct electricity when a high voltage current of emotion ran
through my spine stopping all the neural veins to pass the senses to the
brain. Her enigmatic body made my mind stroll
in the pitch dark forest in a full moon day, eyes grabbed everything but with
trepidation. I prayed her to walk away
to keep my decorum in place but my hormones played a tough game against me to
keep my mouth shut. The shiver spread
all over my body suppressing the activities of my brain to transport me to a
world of trance.
Every time I commute to that fantasy world I pull
myself back to my own place. But, every
time I pull myself back she pulls me from the others side. She pulls me hard holding my sight as a rope. She takes my shivering hands and places one
on her cheeks that which feel like the feathers of the pigeon. She finds the other hand waiting for her
hands. She takes the other too and
places it on her hip. The virtual
softness chills down my blood, pumps my bosom high and my heart turns to be a
hammer to hit the rib cage to break it and come out to see her. So strong was the fragrance of her feminine
nature, so strong to heat up the life long hidden desire, so strong to crack
the vessel of opposite gender.
Desire is like water in a container with lid. It is capable to blow off the lid when it is
heated to the boiling point. Her
fragrance started heating my desire, my long hidden desire that I poured in my
heart container. Now I am afraid that it
is going to blow of the lid of my heart and pour out my desire. She didn't seem to be shaken or sullen with
the touch of my hands but moved like a stream of water that fills the duns with
pleasure. Deep inside her eyes I saw my desire, the reflection of my longing,
destruction of my chastity. Where is her
feelings and her desires? She hides in her smile! I neared her without urgency
though I know the virtual world of trance could suffer a tremor anytime and could
break into pieces. I neared her lips; I
felt her warm breathe over my lips, her eyes still looking deep inside my eyes
without any fear. She moved my hands to
her neck from her cheeks, my finger slid like a feet placed in frozen lake and
my desire like an avalanche. I slightly
increased my grip of my hand she closed her eyes and lifted her chins for me to
kiss. I moved my hands over her hip she
neared me a little to make me feel her bosom.
A high voltage shock spread all over my body, the surrounding was lit
with a powerful beam of light blocking everything from eyes. Just the emotion and her softness was all I
could see and feel. She moved her hands
to the back of my head and tightened her embrace. She melted me like an ice cube in the hot
sun. I was torn in her clutch; my heart
beat reached a speed that of its max and stopped. I closed my eyes to take all of her
inside. She entered in, my nerves
busted, brain dead, blood frozen, my desire blew the lid off, my vessel cracked
when I was sailing in the mid sea. I was
lost. There was no question, no answer,
no me, no she, no love, no god, no desire, no life. Every thing was just and still – the
enlightenment. Then the tremor struck
the trance world to smash it to pieces and pieces. I opened my eyes. There is no me, no she, no trance. Every
thing vanished in time.
